MIXED EMOTIONS

I LOST MY THUMBDRIVE TODAY!! MY EXEC SUMMARY IS INSIDE.. BOOHOO.
Thanks Cheryl, Siti, Ju and Padey for the support.
yes.. Ju was nice to talk to me nicely.. though it was just a small convo on msn.
Thanks!!

Anyway, this sounds stupid.. But i seriously think I should go visit my grandfather this weekend, and literally talk my heart out to him.. Though I know he won't reply me, but I guess he is really the only one that knows me best, and thinks for me the best.

AH GONG AR,
I MISS YOU!!
CAN YOU WAKE UP, AND TALK TO ME LIKE LAST TIME??
I PROMISE I'LL BUILD UP ON MY HOKKIEN!!
I WILL LOVE & MISS YOU EVERYDAY TILL I SEE YOU, K!! <3
You must stay till you get to see your great-grandchild to be born, k!!!

Oh great, now I miss my ah gong so much.. I want to see him SO badly.. :(